According To Chill

2009-03-31T15:50:00.001-04:00

http://www.mediafire.com/?mzqnwz2g2nw

download the mixtape there!

T.D.R.M.N IS HERE. PLEASE READ AND DOWNLOAD

2009-03-29T23:13:00.000-04:00

3/29/09 9:14pm

The mixtape is done. Here it is. Go to http://www.mediafire.com/chillmoody Lol@me typing the whole thing. Anyway here's the story

Don't u kno how inside albums they have that part where the artist writes shit, like his thank u's or his thoughts? We'll this is mines, enjoy.

First the title...well, that don't really mean nothing. Mines well move on. That's to Hank, JB, iILmeel, Cturt, PL and everyone else who gave me production. A mitape with all original production, I think that's uber dope. Not a lot of people these days would do that, specially for free. Shouts to D-rellz, Boogie, Unk Smuck, dub, Christine Curtis, Trademark for showing love.

I really am proud of this project, like real shit I think this could be the one and I think anyone with ears would agree. On the mixtape there are some old tracks and some never before released old shit we originally recorded for "The Petition", that's why I say The Petiton on some songs, just wanted to clear that up. Up next is "The iIL-ChiLL Project" we might title it "The Death Of Swag" and then a special project me and Hank are working on. Shouts to the supporters, yawl know who yawl are. Please continue.

I really am trying make it with this rap shit and I think with a little more support yawl could make that dream a reality. The music is there, the passion is there, just need someone to crack the door then I'm coming thru. Please leave some feedback on the mixtape, lemme know ya favorite track, lease favorite track, all that shit. Shit leave it on my facebook honesty box if you dnt wanna see like ur a "groupie". That's it...wish I had like a flyy ass slogan to end this off wth....but I don't.

http://mediafire.com/chillmoody

DOWNLOAD THE MIXTAPE

T.D.R.M.N announcement 2

2009-03-27T14:41:00.000-04:00

3/24/09 7:46pm

Just got back to philly. Got a long week ahead of me. A whole lot of homework and I gotta put the finishing touches on my mixtape which drops monday MARCH 30TH. I'm hype bout that shit. Sent my girl Jubalee aka Christine Curtis aka myspace.com/ccurtismusic a track today, she's a beast. Wrote the hook and called n sung it on my voicemail in like 17mins time...sounds dope too. Hopfully I get the track done before monday so I can throw it on the mixtape...its called "all I needed" and its produced by my man iil-meel.

Speaking of meel, we bout to have a sitdown and figure out this iil-ChiLL project aka THE DEATH OF SWAG. I've bee writing like crazy to his tracks, he blessed me with sum crazy joints.

At my moms crib, raided her fridge, bout to make me a burger AND a elios pizza...put them jawns togeather...pizza burger, gone be good as shit.

Might not be news to yawl, but steakums makes burgers now n shit...they big as hell too. These meal bout to be crazzy

3/27/09 1:41pm

I gotta be quicker with my blogs. Nehoot, mixtape is 90% done, but this last 10% is what's gone send it over the top I promise yawl. Can't wait for yawl to hear it. I haven't heard back about the covers yet but i'd put the shit out coverless, its that Dope. Joints to look for that I'm fuckin wit is the jawn with christine curtis, the am I black enuff, people loving that heartbroke joint...and THE OUTRO!!! Man I could talk for six pages about the outro, the shit is amazing. Yawl will see.

If I get irie to come thru and do these vocals for this one track it will be the best song ever and yawl will have it on ya ringtones and all that other shit. I'm just hype right now.

xX-Peaces-xX

T.D.R.M.N announcement Plus sum insightful shit

2009-03-19T21:34:00.002-04:00

3/19/09 1:32AM

Had a real good day today. Was driving my fathers truck like allll fuckin day, and the weather was nice as shit...so a lot of people was outside. And my pop got 24's on his truck (niggah shit)...I felt like rap money lol.

Me and Hank had a discussion this afternoon and decided that I should put out a mixtape. Now this mixtape is going to be a conglomerate of both my past mixtapes (Neighborhood Watch part one and two) along with some new tracks AND sum old never before released shit. Consider it like a "best of" cd, but its gone be like alll songs, no freestyles or what have you (sorry peoples, I won't be spitting over the JUMPING OUT THE WINDOW instrumental) lol. But all the old bangers (pillow talk, show em summn, what a women needs etc etc) will be on there along with some tracks that were for THE PETITION and some of the new tracks I put out on New Music Mondays(heartbroken, am I black enough, fuck chill) shit like that. So mark the date,

MONDAY, MARCH 30TH 2009 the mixtape will be

released for FREE DOWNLOAD....

Oh yeah, the mixtape is called: T.D.R.M.N.

Loving that title. Shits gone be uber dope.

"Yo I WANNA BE THE ARROW"-Hank McCoy

That quote sparked a funny ass convo the other night. Like me and Hank both agreed that one of our goals in life is to be THE ARROW.

THE ARROW(N.)- The person who is on the other line when people on reality shows(i.e top model) are on the phone in like that phone room.

You know how on like allllll reality shows they have that phone room and they be on the phone and that arrow is pointint to the phone and under it, it says something like "eva's boyfriend" or something....WE WANNA BE THAT ARROW. Like I wish one of my friends would hurry up and do something with their life and get on a damn show so they can call me and it be like -------->"Chill Moody". Can't wait.

8:08am

Up early as shit. My man dom just wrote on my facebook status(which had summn to do with me staying up cuz I had to wake up soon anyway)

Dom Bass at 04:52

yo why when niggas only goin get like 2 or 3 of sleep tha answer is stay up..

I thought that shit was funny as hell because we alllllllll do that shit. Like if we up partying or whatever up school we faithfully be like "shit I got an 8am class, its almost five...Imineswell (i might as well) stay up!" niggahs hate to feel like inferior, I think that's a complex we have...we feel like its the punk thing to do to just get them three hours in. Plus we know eight times outta ten we aint gone get the fuck up anyway.

8:50am

Shoutout to my man P for this statement

Preston 'thekid' Lockwood at 08:48

ok sir lol it takes more muscles to smile than to frown my friend lol

(He mixed up smile and frown but yawl get the point) anyhoot

I HATE when people say that. I hate that shit for several reasons. One...HOW THE FUCK DO YOU KNOW! Two, what does it even mean. Like it takes more muscle to lift up a million dollars than a pillow but I damn sure would lift that million dollars every time. Like who cares how much I'm exerting myself, if I'm pissed off I'm pissed off.

3:49pm

On my way to the ville. On the train and one of my friends just texted me sum random shit, pretty insightful. She says: “why is money such a major issue? I wish peoples knowledge was their wealth. I’d be a katrillionaire”.

Just sumthing for yawl to think about.

peaces

NEW MUSIC MONDAYS!!!!

2009-03-16T16:07:00.003-04:00

Three for the price of ONE (well none cuz it's free)

Im Sorry Momma (D-Rellz, Soop, Chill)

Mans World.mp3 - D-Rellz Featuring Chill and Soop

HeartBroken (Chill produced by Hank McCoy)

HeartBroken.mp3 - Chill produced by Hank McCoy

Coffee With Twan (Twan D. Produced by Hank McCoy)

Coffee With Twan.mp3 - Twan D.

Summn old, and summn new

2009-03-15T15:28:00.001-04:00

3/5/09 12:44pm

YO I really think television game shows might be the fuck fake. I'm sittn here watching who wants to be a millionaire and this lady just won $50,000. She took the check, smiled, shook hands and walked away....WHAT THE FUCK! Like lets be real, that fifty gee's!!! You gotta be ready to backflip for money like that yo. Like the otherday was my birthday and I got a card with a couple bucks in it and almost fell the fuck outta my chair. I was hype as shit! Like other than the price is right (where people really be spazzing over "A NEW CARRRRR") the rest of this shit is fake. Jeopardy is my favorite show, but when them people walk away with like $10,000 and be sad I be wanting to snap. Peoples value of a dollar should be higher than ever now that the recessions here, yet they still be bitchin. O well, put me on the show watch what I do.

Anyhoot, yesterday MY BIRTHDAY was a nice relaxed day. The real celebration comes this weekend when I go see THE WHISPERS on this ski trip. I'm fuckin pumped. Gone get hammered drunk!

Me and my brother was laughin yesterday cuz I told him "I aint never been disrespected as much in my life as I have on my birthday". Its funny why I say this. For sum reason males can't say "happy birthday" to other males without it being homo. Iont kno why, but its tru. So yesterday I heard:

"happy birthday dickhead" - d-v(my nephew)
"happy b-Dizzle you Bizzle" -
T-Moody (my brother)
"happy birthday bitch" - Tee
"happy birthday pussy
boy" - I forgot which one of my mans said this but it was funny.

Its just crazy that nobody can just say happy birthday...shit I can't even say that shit, its gotta be "happy birthday my niggah"...u gotta man that shit up lol.

1:53pm

Yo I love my family. Like real shit I got the best family in the milky way galaxy...nobody can't compete. Cousins weekend n shit like that be poppin

3/13/09

Damn a whole like 8 days later I finish this blog up. I'm slacking.

Anyway a lot is poppin with this rap shit. More random people are listening and they are really liking what they are hearing. I'm loving it. A lot of people is tossing me beats, asking me to get on tracks, shit like that. I'm sposed to be going up to the ville today so we a see how that works out.

3/15/09
Took me like forever to post this shit. So I'm done.

Shoutout to Jas aka Katy Perry, My brother Sacoor, and YOU....thanx for reading n stayin updated....tell-a-friend to Tell-a-Friend.

THE IIL-CHILL PROJECT IS MY NEXT MIXTAPE...COMING SOON

F.T.O.A.T

2009-03-12T16:36:00.000-04:00

i ALWAYS loved this song yo.

NEW MUSIC MONDAYS!

2009-03-09T16:16:00.001-04:00

The Underdog.mp3 - Chill produced by iiL-Meel

THE UNDERDOG- PRODUCED BY IIL-MEEL

i am it.mp3 - Chill

I AM IT- PRODUCED BY IIL-MEEL

F.T.O.A.T

2009-03-09T14:06:00.002-04:00

ONE OF THE BEST SONGS EVER!

PEEP HOW IT WAS MADE

FULL SONG AVAILABLE ON MYSPACE.COM/ESTCHILL

I WILL DIE FOR THIS RAP SHIT

2009-03-04T14:05:00.001-05:00

3/3/09 6:34

Yo. I will die for this rap shit yo. Lol sike naw but today hip-hop almost took my life, real shit. Peep the story. I'm on the way to the studio n shit. Can't get a ride cuz nobody answerin they fone, boogie at work, rell shit snowed in, tee at work...yeah you guessed it by now, I don't have a car. Anyway I decided to hop on the el(thats the train in philly for those who don't know)...if your from philly you know that anytime u get on septa something memorable is going to happen, and today didn't dissapoint. Anyway, I'm walking up the steps to the train, got my ipod on, zoned out offa that SO FAR GONE, and a fucking yellow slippery when wet sign comes flying my way...like the shit almost hits me. So I'm right up the steps wit it ready to fuck somebody up...wait lemme pause the story and speak on that last comment.

I'm a buck forty six fresh out the shower n shit. Aint a violent person. The motto "too light to fight too thin to win" comes to mind. BUT upon being provoked I'm known to fuck shit up that's no bullshit. So when I say I was going to fuck summn up I'm serious...being a lil nigga wit a lot of mouth u learn how to fight quick. (shouts to my big bro for puttin them tube socks on my hands when we aint have no boxing gloves and showing me how to fite) but I digress

I come up the steps and all I hear is "I'm going the fuck back to africa. Fuck u.s.a" now its obvious that this angry mothafucka is the one who almost hit me wit the mop sign. Lemme describe him: bout 5'6" 67yrs old, billie d williams slick back wit a george jefferson hair line, he got a louie rag on, smells like...like...like if the dictionary was scratch n sniff and u turned to the page that said FUNKY and scracthed it, he black as shit, and he got this big ass branch in his hand. Not a stick, a mothafuckin branch. Needless to say I forgot all about that minor mop sign incident and tried to get past him. But any true septa rider, no matter the age, knows that its no getting away from crazy. To make a long story medium length(no homo) I continued to try to avoid oldhead and he cussed out EVERYONE on the el platform. I swore this niggah was gone just start throwing people over. Funny shit.

3/4/09

IT'S MY BIRTHDAY. I'm digging the love offa the facebook and my text n shit. I don't answer the fone on my birthday because I like to get those nice bday voicemails and sit n listen to them at the end of the day(iont ever get no gifts so I do that) its kinda lame...but who cares

Anyway last night I recorded some of the best music i've ever laid down. I'm really excited about this new shit and am anxious to relase it. So I will be putting out a track called "am I blakk enuff?" a lil later today or maybe ima put it out now. Shit is really a bangin ass song. JB on the beat, and it features d-rellz...shits dope. I also go a joint called far away with rell, that FUCK CHILL! Is definatly a hit....and I gotta secret song in the tuck that wil be out very very very soon....that one is amazing.

Anyhoot, I'm out. Happy CHILLOWEEN to you all.

below is my newest joint called AM I BLACK ENUFF featuring D-Rellz and its produced by my man JB...lemme kno what yawl think

Black Enuff.mp3 - Chill featuring D-Rellz produced by JB

NEW MUSIC MONDAY! 3-1-09

2009-03-02T18:34:00.002-05:00

aite so ima start new music monday off with a bang.

F#%K CHILL! - Chill

thats not the final version, but it might be....

Lab Sessions and A topic with Banks

2009-02-23T18:12:00.002-05:00

2/21/09 10:34am

WOW! I JUST WOKE UP FROM THE DOPEST DREAM! I am now in the works of creating my own show. It will be the shit. Like honestly I think I jut came up with one of the dopest ideas known to mankind and I really really really want to tell yawl, but I have a history of people stealing my fucking ideas, so ima keep this one to myself. If you reaaaaaallllly wanna know hit me up personally and I will tell u. Just know its dope, it aint no like bullshit reality show, and it aint just me with a camera talkin shit...its gone be the best.

Anyhoot, me and boogie was chilln, rhyming and shit last nite. That niggah brings out like the best in me as a lyricist. Like rhyming with him and drellz really pushes me to be dope, and I spit sum of my best shit with them. Prolly because subconsciously I think they both hotter than me, so I try to one-up them. But me and boogie was freestyling all crazy last nite, shit was fun.

9:48pm
Just got back n the crib(well not to long ago) from the studio. Yo real shit, I'm be signed like very very soon. Got a pretty strong machine behind me right now, the focus is there...a lot of things, not everything, but a lot of things are falling into place. WAIT TILL YAWL SEE THE FOOTGAGE! Man. Like u can tell I aint never recorded in no real ass studio cuz it wasn't like I was at baseline or anything, but yo this shit was dope. Linked with my man MEEL for this trip, blessed a couple tracks, filmed a couple vids...shit was fun. Can't wait to get back in and get these things finished. This iIL-CHiLL project is going to be the fuck amazing.

Shout out to my sista Dì too, definatly bout to get sum things poppin.

Pissed off I didn't get to this show I had earlier...had no ride, and even if I had one didn't get my cubase disk back in time to make my showmixes...this niggah dub really drew on this one. He was really sposed to come thru this time and he played me. Anyway, can't wait to get back n the booth...bout to play the ville for a week then its spring break.

2:35AM

Its 2:35 AM!! And I'm on the way to d-rellz crib. Bout to go write sum rhymes, eat sum food hopfully, and write some more rhymes....footage coming soon.

2/23/09 5:47pm

Fresh offa facebook, my man M.Banks aka Ed Reed posted a status that I figured I would chime in on. The exact status reads:

Marcus got 2 questions this time...1. Y do ppl lie about their numbers(body count)??? 2. Is that a question that you just shouldn't ask ya boyfriend/girlfriend???

Aite so its a lot I have to say about this...well not a lot, but enuff. I think females lie for the obvuious reasons, they don't want us as men to look at them as whores or permiscuous individuals(im sure I spelled at least one of those words wrong). Guys lie for dumb ass reasons. They think they look cooler if their numbers are higher. I aint gone front I have been around and the nigga with the lowest count in whatever situation has gotten clowned, but that's just how niggahs are. The funny thing is when a girl ask a guy he all of a sudden is worried bout being a whore so he lies. We are all victim to societies double stadard. The real question should be "have you ever contracted any sexually transmitted diseases?"(u eva got nethang?). Because it don't matter if u fucked 6 or 60 people, if u got summn u got summn and that's what should be the basis of the question. Now if u just asking to be nosey, that's another issue.

Anyway, on the way to the ville for a week, then spring break, then my birthday, then the ski trip. Writing/record all in the middle of that, and new episodes coming soon I promise.
~peaces~

F.T.O.A.T

2009-02-19T20:17:00.002-05:00

Favorite.Tracks.Of.All.Time

shoutout to my yung bul sunny for putting me back on to this jawn. used to be my shit!

These Are Just My Thought (c) Chill

2009-02-19T18:30:00.002-05:00

2/17/09 7:03pm

So last week (frum like thursday till sunday) I had like the best five days and the worst five days all in one.... Chilled wit my niggahs had a good ass time, but got real drunk and said a lot of things to a lot of people I had no bizness sayin. Not only that but I broke my camera. My cell fone and quite possibly destroyed a VERY VERY important friendship. Shit ment a lot to me. Anyway I say all that to say this...its possible that I really should learn to drink in moderation. Like I go hard with the drinking shit...talkin like twenty shots prolly total in a nite (maybe a lil less...but maybe not)...beer after beer after beer...aftr beer. Mixed drinks...just too much. So frum now on...I'm offically cutting back.

Yo I LOVE all old Eddie Murphy movies...like ALL of them. Beverly hills cop 1 2 and 3...the golden child, trading places, coming to america, boomerang...like all them jawns. I could sit n watch em all day real shit.

Took my senior pictures today. Finally getting the fuck outta the ville. I'm gone miss the shit outta college no lie, but six years was way more than enough. All good things come to an end I guess.

2/18/09 4:10pm

Yo u ever wanna do sum sleeping beauty type shit? Like u ever been wit a chick (or a guy if ur a girl reading this) and they sleep or whatever but u really wanna just kiss them(not on no random jawn creepy shit either). I know I'm not the type that likes to be woke up period, but I don't think a chick would mind being woke up wit like a nice lil kiss or summn like that. Then again if they snap like WHAT THE FUCK IS YOU DOING CHILL! I mite be forced to smother the shit outta them with the pillow they was just sleep on for yelling at me.

Sidebar this niggah HANK funny as shit for this inclass text convo we having. Its sum guy in his class that's having a SwagOverDose and the way hank is explaining it is funny as hell.

Anyhoot, I think the inverse for a guy would be waking up to sum sex. That would the shit. Like u knocked the fuck out and sum chick just wake u up for sex. That sounds dope(or maybe that's just me)...just a thought. (please don't ask where this shit came frum. Extremely random.)

6:10pm

My man Pov on 106 n park tonite...wild out wednesday. This the third one of my friends that been on this show(even doe two of them was on there togeather)...hope this niggah win. I known this niggah since like we was like 8 or sum shit. Wild thing is I never heard bul sing. Anyway, his stage name is Voice. Check him out on like myspace or summn. If this niggah lose doe ima call him and clown. sike naw, ima vote maaad times doe

I need to get in the fuckin booth yo. This shit is drawling. My new/unreleased song count has came up to like 70 real shit. I think ima do like a whole month of tracks sorta like freeway n young chris did. Only thing is I wanna make some money so I rather put out mixtapes and sell them jawns. But fuck it, depending on if I get into the studio this week,

March I will be putting out a new song every day. Ima call the shit like March Madness ESTyle

(EST STYLE). Hank prolly a be on a lot of the beats, along with JB, Meel, CTurt. Ima prolly do a couple features wit niggahs like dub. Drellz. And a_boogie. Maybe will touch a couple of industry beats too (i definatly wanna go offa that brooklyn girls beat and that kid cudi day and nite jawn)

11:02pm

Another nite at the ville. I would love a ride home, and a damn cell fone. Tired of this shit being broke. People starting to get mad at me for not calling/answering. Aite this blog wuz long, I'm out

~Peaces~

I leave yawl with this (video just dropped today)

I think ima do a remix jawn with his verse and Jim Jones Verse

2009-02-17T20:25:00.003-05:00

these niggahs is the future yo im co-signing.
factz is nice as hell

and dont think i just got onto them, i JUST decided to put yawl on.

CurT@!n$...... (yo real shit, but crazy)

2009-02-17T20:22:00.000-05:00

ROYCE DA 5'9"- PART OF ME

2009-02-17T20:13:00.000-05:00

this shit is amazing

Yeah I Write Poetry...Sue ME!

2009-02-11T23:38:00.002-05:00

Not a big fan of *disclaimers* but this the first time alot of people will be reading my poetry (most people dont even kno i write the shit) anyhoot, i wrote this a couple months ago...it still needs sum touchin up i believe (im a perfectionist only when it comes to poems) but i think the concept is dope. um...its kinda written really staggered...but if ur smart enough u should be able to follow it and catch the rhyme schemes n all that shit....PLEASE GIMME SUM FEEDBACK cuz then i will kno if i should post more of my poems n shit.

The Fighting.
The Fussing.
The arguing.
The Name calling.
the throwing the nearest thing you can find at me
the banging on me on the fone...or getting mad cuz i banged on u
the jealousy
the tears
not of joy but of sorrow
the yelling: "I CAN'T STAND YOU I HOPE YOU DIE TOMORROW"
the putting up a pic of you and ya ex on facebook to make me mad
the telling me im irresponsible, and i would never make a good dad
the wishing i could take back the last 4 years...so i could have never met u
Reading the four page letters you write and sign with your tears...everytime i upset u
the taking back all the shit we've ever bought for eachother
the taking back all the nice things we've ever said to one another
The Fighting.
The Fussing
The arguing
The Name calling
the throwing the nearest thing you can find at me
going out to buy your forth cell fone in two months cuz everytime we get off the fone your so mad u sling ya shit against the wall
ringin my bell at three in the morning cuz i missed like 6 of your calls.
"I KNOW SHE IN THERE...DONT GIVE ME THAT YOUR FONE DIED SHIT!"
The headaches.
the migranes!
stomach aches and back pains.
scratching out evertime you wrote your FIRST with my LAST name
The crying to my mom bout the way i miss treat you
or calling my big sister
trying turn her against me
bloods thicker than water, but woman stick togeather
and whats wrong is wrong
the turing the radio station knownin damn well that was my favorite song!
the fact that you dont understand that sometimes i act a little niggerish
so u change my ringtone on ya fone to some keisha cole "i hate niggas" shit
The Fighting.
The Fussing
The arguing
The Name calling
the throwing the nearest thing you can find at me
Its LOVE...and i miss that....

*snap snap snap*

and for my niggahs, NO HOMO

Pointless Days...and sunocoTV (FOH!)

2009-02-11T01:34:00.002-05:00

2/9/09 3:49pm

Today might have been the most pointless day of my life I start the day being woke up by my dad at fuckin 7:45AM!!! Now anyone who knows me, like really knows me not knows of me, knows iont go to sleep....like ever. I stay up till like 5 or 6am just writing rhymes and sittin around listenin to music or watchin the whole series of like xmen the cartoon on youtube, shit like that. Last nite was no different. I think i went to bed at like 5:40am...

Now usually I will wake up at 9:15(just because I got a lil bet wit my man sydney dean aka lambo syntax that I have to wake up earlier than I have n the past, main reason because of barack.) Anyhoot(told yawl I was gone use that) he wakes me up to drive the car to get his truck and go to the shop because his rim bent and poke his tire and he has to DO A LOT OF SHIT IONT FEEL LIKE DOING AT SEVEN IN THE DAMN MORNING. And this wasn't like a warning wakeup, he was ready to go now. I was out driving by 8am.

Then I get back home, take a shower and go downtown to try to grab me a lil job. He hit me with the "the word of the day is job. J-o-b" © craig pop.

Now I already have a job, but it doesn't start till like the end of this month, so I was like fuck it.

So I go down chesnut street figure I hit up a lil clothes store or a sneaker jawn, summn light. I call my man lambo syntax aka sydney dean cuz I kno he all about being in the city and sure enough he was five mins away. So he met me and we walked around all day looking for a job for me. This was the good part of my day because sydney dean aka labom syntax is funny as shit! He got a show coming up, next week I think, at the laughhouse...shits gone be dop (ticket info and shit like that a come when the event gets closer)

Anyway fast forward, I just got off the EL and am currently at 30th street on the way to class at the ville...then I'm gone get back on the train and come right back to philly...ALL I WANNA DO IS GO TO THE DAMN STUDIO. Meel sent me more beats last nite. Hank said his computer fixed and he mite decide to send me sum new shit. We sposed to finish the petition so we a see how things go. JB sent me this jawn call "far away" that I gotta touch. I got a lot of songs written right now...I just need to lay summn down Asap.

I think I'm having a party for my birthday. Not really MY party, but I mite go to the club around my birthday(march 4th) to celebrate or summn. The weekend of my birthday I'm going on a ski trip to see THE WHISPERS!!! Yeah I'm hype. So maybe the weekend before or the weekend after...or the weekend before AND the weeend after.

7:42pm

I fuckin hate this class. Waste of fucking time, I coulda stayed in philly. Its an human sexuality class...and sex as never been soooooo boring swear. I did get a lot achieved...read a lot of my book on the train...and wrote like 5verses in the first hour n a half of class. I really want to meet like an established rapper and see how fast those niggahs write. I really think I'm at the top of the list when it comes to how fast I write, and the shit be hot.

2/10/09 9:01am (the next day)

A new day and guess what, I'm up early again. Woke up at 8summn...and once again I aint go to bed til 5...maybe one day i'll learn. I wonder if aunt joy home today, I need a hair cut.

YES my AUNT cuts my hair and I bet she is like twelve

time sharper than your barber...I put bread on it.

Ima say this and I'm out...its a recession...don't nobody wanna watch not motherfucking television at the gas station. Aint a damn thing entertaining about pumpin no gas. Niggahs already mad as hell that they gotta pay that much for the fuckin gas, so u prolly only puttin ten bucks into the shit, so that means u sitting outside waiting, so that means u cold...all hat adds up to I aint tryn watch no fuckin sunocoTV

My next blog ima put my thoughts out on the cbrezzy situation. GUILTY UNTIL PROVEN INNOCENT HUH?© Shawn Carter

peaces

Chill Watches The Grammys

2009-02-08T23:45:00.004-05:00

2/8/09 3:52pm

I want sum chicken.

Aint got No chicken...we got steak doe...and sum eggs...O SHIT AND WE GOT CHEESE NIGGAH(i wasn't expecting any cheese) this meal bout to be the shit.
Its cold as shit n this house. I'm frying a steak wita damn hoodie on. This shit drawlin

4:39pm
Yo on sum real shit, I'M NICE IN THE KITCHEN. Like sum chick gon be lucky one day lol no bullshit doe. That steak n eggs was gud as shit. IHOP GET AT ME!

8:02pm

Just made me sum tea(no homo) and I turn on the grammys...first person I see WHITNEY MOTHERFUCKIN HOUSTON. Now on first site I say "yes, finally whitney is looking good...bout time..." then she talks...and continues to talk...and she continues to get more and more crackish. I love whitney, I really do, but I think she should just quit with public apperences. She sounds like tina turner mixed with keisha cole mom n shit. Anyway I'm guessing this is going to be a Grammy blog.

Is it safe to say black people once again run music. Like we kno that black music (hip hop and RnB and oldies) is the best shit....but its documented that there was a time when the best rap album wasn't even broadcast...and now we are in a time when the rap album of the year winner is prolly going to perform at the event(weezy prolly gone win and I know he performing). I really think we as black people need to recognize our progression NOT JUST CUZ OF BARACK but in addition to Barack. But don't boast about it...lets just take the shit and be humble bout it.

Justin Timblerlake dope as shit on the singin tip, and he be doin that shit like effortlessly. I fux wit bul.

8:23pm

I WAS JUST ABOUT TO SAY THEY(coldplay) SHOULD BRING HOV UP!!! Yo I dare anybody to say he aint the best rapper ever. That man just came up, outta nowhere, spit a mean ass sixteen...........man I aint even gone start. Just from now on if u don't think hov is the greatest rapper of all times don't speak to me...

Yo when me and Hank get our grammy, I swear I aint writing no speech...I'm going up there and I promise ima talk until they pull me off stage. My first grammy a prolly be album of the year. I say that because I won't win best new artist cuz that usually go to like somone who won idol, or a rock band or an unknown. Plus ima still be upping my celebrity status. By the time my second/third album drops, my audience is gone be sooooo wide spread I can easily win at the least best rap album of the year. By then I will have won like 9 bet awards and Mtv moonmen n shit. The funny thing is...I'M DEAD SERIOUS

9:01Pm
Not having an ipod has mad me miss out on a lot of music. Like witout an ipod it wasn't no use in buying (downloading) any albums. Soons I get a new ipod Im buying (downloading) jennifer hudsons album. Like I always fucked wit her, one some since idol shit. He voice is dumb strong. And she always look right. Like she never got on no bullshit. And she just strikes me as mad humble. That humbleness is a star is what really makes me want to be somones fan yo real shit.

THE JONAS BROTHER WERE MADE N A LAB and I'm sticking to it. Like where the fuck did these talented lil motherfuckers come from? The just pop up, all heart-throbe-ish, getting all the ladies. And now they like the biggest thing in music. There three lil motherfuckers are like perfect (no homo). I will be buying (downloading) their album as well.

I don't think KANYE is gay...he just doesn't look like he likes girls right now. that niggah drawlin. what happen to the bookbag and the grapic tee KANYE!?!? That mike jackson shit drawlin

10:33
Yo smokey robinson is my uncle. Like not in real life, but he is the shit. I wanna meet that niggah one day.
Waiting to see who wins these rap grammys...prolly weezy. He did smash the billboard charts this year. I personally don't like the album. Didn't like any of the singles(unless u count amilli, dat was the shit). I'm pretty sure he will win rap album of the year, if not album of the year.

11:25
Aite, wayne took home best rap album...album of the year went to...two people whom i've never seen n my life. They didn't even look like they wanted to win. What a way to end the show...with sum lames...and the crowd goes booooooooooo!

Wait STEVIE!! Great way to end the show. Everybody loves stevie...he got bangers yo.

So there it is...chill watches the grammys...if u think it was boring, that's cuz the show as boring...but if u think it was dope, that's cuz I'm dope. holl@me.

peaces

Sitcoms and Dom Bass

2009-02-06T21:25:00.002-05:00

2/6/09 4:17pm

Yo, Fancy and Jamie wedding was the shit yo. Like I'm watchin this shit now, niggahs singin n shit, Fancy was looking fine as hell n that dress. Yo I'm tryin get married. iont have no chick in particular in mind, but I want sum shit like this.

My homie britt clown me ALLLLL the time because I get too wrapped up in sitcoms. Like I talk like I actually know the people. Like I aint say "Jamie wedding on the Jamie foxx show" I just say "Fancy and Jamie" like I went n shit. Fuck it doe, I love my shows.

This niggah singin to her n shit. What if I rapped at my wedding...lame right? Ima write my vows as a thurl ass poem doe...yo is it homo that I'm planning wedding stuff.

FUCK BI*CHES GET MONEY!!!(i just had to add sum gangsta shit to this sentimental ass blog)

5:00pm

Yo Theo was the shit. Like he got all the chicks. Even doe he had that nut ass rat tail he still was a mack. I wish he woulda had a lil brother on the show. That woulda been dope.

SPEAKING OF BROTHERS I found out that my brother is the one who stole my krimpet that night(if u don't kno what I'm talking bout check the previous blogs.) that niggahs a snake for that. I got summn for him doe. Can't put it on the blog cuz I think he reads this shit...or at least I told him too.

8:48pm

Big shouts to Dom Bass on that code blue!!! Yo real shit son, I was cryin over the fone. That shit was one for the books my nigga! (i was typing directly to Dom right there because I kno he reads this shit). Frum now on just text me and say CODE BLUE. And I shall do the same.

9:04pm

I'm cutting this jawn short. I'm waiting for D-Rellz to call me so I can see when I can get n the booth. I'm sure the rest of these followin blogs will be mostly music based, hopfully I can let yawl hear some of my new shit. I'm hype.

..peaces..

Me And Larry Grad Update...and sum other shit

2009-02-05T17:26:00.001-05:00

2/3/09 10:53
I love girl scout cookies yo. Like I am summn like a cookie monster as it is, but girl scout jawns is my favorite. Shortbread joints is the shit.

Yeah so my fone died. And the charger broke...so basically my life is in shambles. I'm on campus and nobody has the same charger nor an extra atnt fone...niggahs drawling. This shit is really drawling because I need to find out when I can get back to philly. This shit in the way.

I finished writing this new song today...banger, no bullshit. Creativity at its finest. Yawl gone love this one. JB finished the beat today, made the shit like the perfect way. Shits uber dope.

Got a performance coming up on the 21st of february. I plan on getting dub, drellz and a_boogie to come thru and bless that jawn wit me. If things go that way we should tear that shit down. But dub has bullshitted me like three shows in the past, I can never get in touch with rell, and me and boogie aint got a lot of new material togeather...so we'll see.

2/4/09 3:07am

Still aint fix this fone problem. Yo I loved the dark skinned Aunt Viv yo. Like the show got better with light skin Aunt Viv just cuz she was there for like the good seasons. With the new kitchen and when Will and Carlton went to college. But darkskin Aunt Viv was the shit, she aint let Will get away wit no bullshit, she just seemed stronger.

You know what I just thought, if u aint never watched the fresh prince, you have no idea what that last paragraph was talking about.

Any hoot (i think ima start saying that shit). To all my friends reading this, I ask yawl a favor. TELL EVERYONE U KNOW TO CHECK MY BLOG OUT. Like a lot of the shit be funny, and the rest of the shit is informative or just flat out dopeness...no reason I shouldn't have some type of following. Not on no cocky shit, but I'm kinda tired of people telling me how much they dig the blog and how funny and cool it is, but they not telling people bout it. Shit builds by word of mouth. So tell a friend to tell a friend then tell em again © Me.

6:51pm

My man 100grand Larry hit me off wit a new fone n shit. I don't kno why I aint ask him in the first place cuz I knew he had an extra phone. But yeah got me a new jawn, just missing sum important numbers cuz I saved a couple numbers to my phone and not he sim cards. But o well. Ima be n philly soon with a new charger.

Me and Larry went to grad fest today n shit. Filled out for cap n gowns, class rings, all that good shit. It's ...about.... to go... down © Jigga. We finally gone get outta the fuckin ville. We have a weeks worth of parties...make that two weeks. Two weeks of like events. Bowling, skating, drinking, spades tourneys, drinking, a mini party(house joint), maybe a dinner wit our closest peoples, we a probably drink a lil bit too. Shits gone be dope.

What Happen To The Thorough Chicks???

2009-02-03T15:20:00.002-05:00

2/3/09 12:12am
Sittin on facebook, watching notorious...on bootleg of course. I've already stated how I feel about this movie n a previous blog....still gone watch this bullshit doe.

Anyway Hank bought up a good point today...and my man Dom Bass kinda elaborated/took it to another level. Lets start with what hank said..."Its sad, that one day our kids will have to visit museums to see what a real lady looks like" © Andre 3000. That's some real shit man. Like I fucked wit it when 3stacks said it but hank bought it back to my attention. Like a lot of the chicks I meet aint really thorough like that. "People try to live a façade" © b.g and portray summn they aint. Iont kno who's to blame. But I miss the bad jawns. Like the ones who was real to themselves and kept it funky wit u all the times. The ones who wasn't completely wrapped up in material things, but looked good in EVERYTHING. The jawns that was so dope u would roll over and kiss em in the morning, morning breath n all. They don't make em like they used to. I still keep a couple close doe (mostly as friends).

Anyway Dom Bass came to me wit summn new. Talking that: "just wanna know what happened to tha regular girls". They looking like endangered species out this jawn. Like it just seems like mad chicks tryng be sooo many things they not. They tryn fit the profile of: the classy chick, the gangsta chick, the rich jawn, the DIME jawn, THE BADDEST BITCH (I hATE THEm ones)....but what happen to the regular thorough chicks. The ones who kept it all the way real, and true to themselves...maybe I'm just talking...but it might be worth listening.

2:25am
CAM'RON is back!!! Not even playing...CAM'RON is back!!!...and I can't front...I LIKE THE SONG...a lot. Like I wasn't a CAM'rON hater, not even close to it. Purple haze and come home with me was the shit. Even back as far as s.d.e I was fuckin wit cam. I fell off wit him around the ime dips really started buzzng mainly cuz I was heavy on Common, Black Thought and Kweli shit. Then he started beefing wit CURTIS (50 cent for those of u who are lame and don't follow rap). That beef was funny, cam was being funny...but you can't beat fif. I repeat...YOU CAN'T BEAT FIF! So cam fell off...but he's back. And I like the song. Go listen to it...its called "I hate my job". It aint no dum Dr. Suese type cam'RON rap, its good song with a good concept.

1:07pm
Dennys is giving away free food today...I wonder if anybody told the homeless. Like I'm sure they don't know because they don't have tv so they didn't see the commercial. Just a thought.

1:21pm
Bout to watch HEROES...missed I last nite. The shows I watch go like this: LOST, HEROES, THE OFFICE, SCRUBS.... That's it. Those are thebest shows....watch them!

2:44pm
Yo Rachael Ray is the baddest chick on daytime tv yo. I love her like with a passion. She got the lil raspy voice (i dig that big time). She cute....and she can cook her ass off. Yo I swear if I ever meet her I'm going right at her. I'd wife. I kno my real niggahs agree with me...me and Hank had this convo before.

Just some updates

2009-02-02T23:01:00.001-05:00

2/2/09 5:31pm
Just set up my twitter account. Its basically a website that u can update ya status ala facebook...and comment on other peoples shit. I only got one cuz all the other celebrities got them... Check it out on www.twitter.com/chillmoody

JB has sent me three bangers n a row. The Am I black enuff joint...the shit called far away(very dope beat) and this mystery joint I can't tell yawl about yet...but its mad creative.

I got the itch, I need to get back into the booth like asap. I've written over 35 songs since the last time I got in the booth, no bullshit. And I had shit I needed to record already...I'm honestly sitting on like 50+ tracks right now. Its gone be a MILD SPRING NIGGAHS! LOL.

50 is destroying rick ross right now...and I'm loving every min. Of this shit I swear. If you don't think he's a genius ur dumb.

If u get a chance go to youtube and type in FAT ALBERT IN THE HOOD...shits funny.

7:45
Just a thought, but did we forget that it was black history month??? Like I aint seen no facebook status' about the shit, no like themes on the google sites or nuffin. Kinda weird. For the past like two years(maybe three) i've had this photo album on facebook that i'd update every year with more important black people(past and present)...shits dope, if ur friends with me on facebook you should check it out. I'm gone try to find a way to post it on the blog doe.

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=2007219&l=3b145&id=35903324 (thats the link to the foto album)
Big shouts to Lauren F. For that text she sent me the other nite. Glad people are really reading the blog and hope that yawl telling people to check it out.

GET HIM FIF!

2009-01-31T19:12:00.001-05:00

F.T.O.A.T

2009-01-29T02:55:00.000-05:00

Everybody...i'd like to announce (c) Common

2009-01-27T14:24:00.004-05:00

1/26/09 2:37am

I keep fallin asleep listening to Eminem...and I wake up angry as fuck. Just be wanting to spaz on someone.

Me and Meel had a nice convo earlier...me and him and Hank are going to go in and create my next album. The Petition is still droppin one day (maybe when I'm signed ima name my first album that shit) but right now we are going n the lab and creating THE DEATH OF SWAG. Title is self-explainitory, but i'll explain it anyway. Basically I'm sick and tired of what i've dub "swag rap". Niggahs flossin a lil bit is cool er'now and again, but when u put ya lyrics on the back burner and focus more on making that music that "pops" ur wack to me. I understand u gotta make music to appel to audiences and what not, but when u basically are selling out just to make some bread u helping in destroying what's left of hip hop. Yes I am a strong advocate for the "hip hop is dead" argument. Plus I fucking HATE the word swag. Just rubs me the wrong way.

Eminem's song superman really might be one of my favorite tracks of all time. I'm running this shit back.

But I do kno one thing doe/bi***es they come they go/saturday thru sunday monday, monday thru sunday yo//maybe i'll love u one day/maybe we'll someday grow/till then just sit ya drunk ass on that fucking runway hoe//I CAN'T BE YOUR SUPERMANNNN.

Anyway, the way things look, its the IIL-CHILL EP. Then me and D-rellzThe Death Of Swag poject(s) and then its . With this Hank/Chill/Meel machine, I'm almost certain we can't fall anywhere short of a classic album. Its not like MY solo, its a 100% collaborative effort, meanin them niggahs gone be throwin ideas for the traks/skits/and format of the album. Shits gone be...u guessed it...DOPE.

1/27/09 11:18am

...its finally happening © Eddie Kane Jr.
ME. And LARRY are finally graduating from Millersville University. Its been six....YES SIX...long, tenuous, grueling, fun filled years but its time to bid good ole' MU farewell. Me and Larry sat down and completed our applications yesterday, now we just gotta get these signatures. Shit feels so good I can't front. Stay tuned for party announcements and all that shit. I'm thinking we gone have like a weeks worth of events the week following graduation. Filled with mad events. Just imagine all the activities we can get done. © Dale(frum stepbrothers).

Oh yea...the return of e.s.tv is like a week n a half away.

p.s LARRY IS A SLUT (sorry dog, had your back for a min....)

From: Sydney Dean

2009-01-26T12:26:00.002-05:00

Look at this bullshit my man Sydney Dean aka Lambo Syntax sent me today...
it says

"add heroin tot he scores of products that have been branded with President Barack Obama's name, as New York drug dealers are caught with several brand names of dope, including "Obama".

aint that about a bitch.

F.T.O.A.T

2009-01-26T11:54:00.001-05:00

New Tracks, and Saturday Morning Cartoons

2009-01-25T21:39:00.001-05:00

1/23/09 10:53pm
YO. I had something n my tooth allllllllll fucking day. Its pissin me off cuz I can't get the shit out. And its wack cuz its in one of my top teeth, which are like humanly impossible to reach inside on ur own(specially when its the back one)...I think its like a piece of popcorn. This shit is annoying and I fuckin tried everything and now my gums are bleeding frum this tooth pic I jammed them with by an accident....moral of the story TOOTH PICKS ARE THE FUCK DANGEROUS!

I'm writing this song called "am I black enough for ya"...shouts to JB on the beat, this shits uber dope. The concept of the song is like I took the three verses...and one verse I spit like all the hood shit/ghetto shit black people do. Not in a negative way but like just celebrating the culture. Kool aide, ole e, only fillin up the gas tank half way cuz u on the way to jersey and u kno the gas cheaper over there...shit like that.

The second verse I talked about kinda the same shit, but focused on some of the negitve shit niggahs do. Like stand on the corner all day wit no money to eat but will definatly want n the store to buy a dutch if they mans tryn roll up n shit. Its not all black people that do the shit like this, but every niggah knows a niggah who knows a niggah that den did some niggah shit. (i think I just broke my record of saying niggah the most time in one comprehensive sentence...WHOOOHOOO © Homer Simpson)

Anyway, I was gonna give the third verse to ace...but I just came up with an idea to like spit the whole thrid verse as if I was n the shoes of a different kinda black man. One who speaks proper, doesn't say niggah(out loud at least), nice job, got some health benefits. Got a wife not a baby mama...shit like that...and then at the end of the verse have "him" as "am I black enuff for ya?"...but who knows...maybe I just let ace come thru and kill that shit.
What yawl think? Let me kno...post a comment or sumthing...or hit me on the book(thats what most of yawl do anyway)
1/24/09 8:45am
So I have no idea why I'm up so early. But since I am, mines well watch some good ole saturday morning cartoons. This used to be my favorite pastime...

Just poured a bowl of cereal...we aint go no milk. OH SHIT THE NINJA TURTLES ON! What the fuck is this...they look all weird, and it was just a commercial. Aint nuffin on yet but sum bullshit, ima wait till nine, that's when they used to come on. Pepper ann, recess, x-men, spider-man, all that shit.

I sat a fucking krimpet on my bed before I went to sleep an now that shit aint there. I'm bout to go csi on this shit...I wanna know who stole my snack.

9:02am
So far we got the cw for kids, they got on a cartoon with these 2 white guys living togeather and they all got pet dinosaurs...seems pretty gay if u ask me.
FOX don't even got no damn cartoons on...bullshit. And neither do seventeen(yeah I'm at my mom crib no cable) but this sum bullshit.

Cool abc kids. This where pepper ann n dem used to be. They got the emperors new groove, but the cartoon. I guess ima fuck wit this.

11:40am
I jut woke up...that cartoon sucked...moms yelling up the stepps when I woke up COME EAT!... I new I smelled bacon. I love whe my nephew come stay over. Eggs, bacon, potatoes, grits, biscuts....dope shit.

12:15pm
Aite ima say this and I'm out. What the fuck happen to the power rangers! Like they den had like 1000different kinds. They running out of colors yo. This one niggah is the purple ranger and the other one is like the sky blue ranger. This sum bulshit. Fuck happen to kimberly, billy, zach, trinie and jason (yeah I know my rangers niggah!) and where the fuck r the big ass voltron lookin jawns. I'm good on all new cartoons and all new kids who watch this shit. When I have kids, saturday morning they watchin dvds of recess, x-men, pepper ann, doug, and the old power rangers...EVERY SATURDAY. I'm genuinely pissed the fuck off that I woke up early for these sub-par cartoons. I woulda even settled for yu-gi-oh.

P.s it aint even no black ranger. Not like the black color, but an african american ranger....its usually at lease one...this sum bulshit.

X-Peaces-X

"everyone loves a slinky!" BULLSHIT

2009-01-25T21:38:00.000-05:00

STORY TIME!!

2009-01-23T22:34:00.002-05:00

So I posted on my facebook status: Somebody tell me a story.
and in 3.9seconds, someone responded and started with a story. i warn u, this is the most random story u will ever encounter...you've been warned

One day a girl name Cooch Chong Bape was walking down the road

and she came across these 5 girls

they were all dressed alike

Cooch asked them if they wanted too go to a club called Chinks Onlaay, that it would be lots of gifts and great music

the 5 girls agreed

but b4 they went Cooch said I think it would be Kawii to change there names b4 they went

the 5 girls agreed

they picked names they always adored like Barbara Walters and Will Smith

but when Cooch changed her name too "You All" they thought it was the dumbest shit in the world

they laughed at cooch and pointed at cooch

but Cooch didnt care and they left for the club

as usual Chinks Onlaay was poppin as usual

and finally it was time too eat and get the gifts

the 5 girls were so shocked too see all the things that they had too ask "Is this for us???"

and the Club owner repyed with the smile its for "You all"

and the 5 girls sat thier and starved while "You All" ate and jammed all night

THE END.

F.T.O.A.T

2009-01-23T00:15:00.002-05:00

new part of the blog....
(favorite tracks of all times)

i've been listenin to this cd for the past week...like 3 times straight thru each sitting (no bullshit). Shit brings back memories...middle school, when i first got put on to 'kast and i deem 3000 as like one of the best. this was my favorite song offa that album (next to skew it on the bar-b cuz rae killed that shit)

Random Thoughts pt 1

2009-01-22T23:38:00.003-05:00

Please pay attention to what I am about to say.

IF I SEE ONE MALE I'M COOL WITH, FAMILY OR FRIEND, WITH SOME MOTHEFUCKING UGG BOOTS ON... I'M CUTTING HIS FEET OFF, REAL RAP.

I wish I would wear sum damn UGG boots....that's gay yo © Riley Freeman. Iont care if its a male version or not...the shit is GAY. Put it like this...if victoria secrets came out with sum boxers, would u wear them? (that guestion was for the men reading). I just think the shit is homo. The boots look like polo boots, so just get the fucking polo ones....I'm onli sounding off on these jawns cuz my nephew talking bout getting some....that shit aint cool....AT ALL!

Anyway, I got a performance coming up on the 22th of feb(i think that's the date)...shit should be dope. More info to come on that.

5:00pm
I'm making my dream album (in my head). Its called "Chill n' Dem" and everytrack is me featuring someone i've always wanted to work with or I think would make a great record with. So far the list goes

1. A track wth Ghostface (thats prolly my second favorite rapper)
2. A track produced by Jazzy Jeff featuring rhymefest and mickey factz
3. A joint with trey songz and diddy (my single)
4. A track called E.S.T vs State P vs D-Block (me, d-rellz, a_boogie, twan d., oschino, freeway, chris, sig, jada, sheek, styles) (produced by Hank) its gone be a nine min track
5. A joint with Joe Budden that's so hot it turns into me and him doing a mixtape togeather.
6. A joint with me, musiq and gillie called philly love or sum shit

That's all I got so far....shit aint never gone
Happen......or maybe....I GOT AN IDEA!! Yeah the
album is gone take a while to create, but chill n dem is
dropping like this summer...THIS IDEA IS DOPE.

Anyway, I was writng some songs for this iIL-CHiLL EP....shits gone be uber dope. But its this track I wrote that's similar to like DMX jawn "what they want" where he name like all the chicks he delt wit...I kinda made up names, but not situations. Shits dope. Anyway at the end of the song I say summn along the lines of "I think its time for me to settle down". I Originally said it cuz it rhymed...but after I said it another beat had came on and it was kinda like a soft beat...summn that when u hear u think "this jawn for the ladies". So I start writing a song on some "I'm tryn settle down wit u girl" and its on some shit like iont know who this girl is I'm talking to...cuz I havent met her yet...but I'm like talking to her...kinda hard to explain, but watch when yawl hear it...its crazy.

9:42pm

I just heard that I was too flirttatious (i think that's how u spell it) ...shits crazy. I admit, I am very nice to most females I meet, and I do play around A LOT! But I think that I am way to selective to be flirtatious(or howwver u spell it). Not to many females even catch my eye, maybe on looks but me being who I am, it takes a lot more that than. But iont know' I'm guessing if I really wanna find a girl to call 'boo' and mean it, I mite have to tone it down on the friendly shit a lil bit. I've lived my whole life with a "never change" attitude....but its possible that some change might be good..then again. This is me typing after 6 gin and tonics....so who knows if this is sum bullshit or not...lol.

1/19/09 1:25am
Now I lay me down to sleep, I pray the lord my soul to keep. If I should die before I wake, I pray the lord my soul to take. Amen.

P.s. What does 'pray the lord' mean? Is it really 'pray TO the lord' and I been saying the wrong prayer like all my life? Someone let me know.

P.p.s was that like ignorant? Or blasphmous....and did I spell blasphmous rite???

I hope I dream bout hip-hop...or money...

My Inauguration "Play by Play"

2009-01-22T19:53:00.002-05:00

1/20/09 9:45

Its Obama day n shit. Lol. Nah but on the real I'm sitting on the couch wit my pop and my nephew about to witness history. I don't really know how to feel yet. Like I just feel this crazy ass sense of pride. I'm like happy to be an american. This one of these events where u gone always remember where u were when it happened. Like when B.I.G got shot...or 9/11 happen...shit like that. Today's a great day.

11:45am
Yo this shit is crazy. The world is really watching as this whole shit goes down. I'm sure im not alone when I say this is the first inauguration i've ever watched...shits dope. Barack is like the smoothest person i've ever seen. He looks like he done did this shit before, not a worry n the world...that's the type of man I want leading our nation. This is the most important day of his life...he prolly nervous as hell...and he just calm as ever.

HOW THE HELL THESE PEOPLE GONE CHEER DURING A PRAYER...THAT WAS FUNNY
(yeah I'm giving a play by play...so what)

Aretha Franklin! This shit so damn perfect. Woulda been better if it was Patti(i love sum damn patti) but this shit is perfect yo. And she got on grey(thats my favorite color btw) so this shit is uber dope.

I fux wit the bul joe biden too. He look like a cool ass bul. He look like that middle school teacher u have n a inner city school that listened to a tribe called quest and wutang clan n shit. Idk, just what I think when I look at him.

Me and tajh just had a funny convo. Topic:

"do you think barack gone get some ass tonite?"

like wit a new crib n all, u know u gotta break that jawn in. Lol...funny shit.

12:05PM
ITS OFFICAL! MY OLD HEAD BOUT TO GIVE HIS SPEECH N SHIT.

"On this day, we have gathered because we have chosen HOPE over FEAR"
"starting today, we must pick our selves up, dust ourselves off and begain again the work of remaking america"
"the nation cannont prosper along when it favors only the prosperious"
"...your people will judge you by what you can build...not what you destroy"

That speech was the shit. Aite our president is here...the shit is real. Lets get to fixing this country.

In memory of Biggy

2009-01-16T17:43:00.003-05:00

People might think im not a biggy fanatic because of the comments i've made about his movie. But i grew up on biggy...i think he's prolly the second best rapper of all time (Hov is number one to me)...anyway this goes out to you (c) Biggy

Bucket List and ILL-CHILL announcement

2009-01-15T15:12:00.002-05:00

1/14/09 7:19 pm

So me and my man Larry was sitting in the smc today(thats the student center at my college). And we was talking bout how we basically the oldest two niggahs on campus. Not by age, but like we both been up this bitch for six years. YES! I'VE BEEN IN COLLEGE FOR SIX YEARS. With the end of our college life on the horizon (we graduate n may) we decided to make a bucket list.

Bucket List (n.)- A list created compiled of things u'd like to do before u kick the bucket.

King The Bucket (v.)- Die.

So with our college life bout to end we started a list. All we got so far is
1. Streek thru the quad
2. Formally try to crack on a girl
3. Have sex in the smc (wild right?)

So we'll see how that goes. I also think I wanna add
4) take a stanley in every dorm

Take A Stanley (v.)- Take a shit.

The ILL-CHILL EP is coming soon(an EP is like a album but
with like six or seven songs, or only like 30mins with of
music, I think...look it up!). That's a collabo effort
FroM me and my man illMEEL. He crazy with the beats,
similar to like a young j dilla, no bullshit. He sent me six
beats today, and everyone of them is hot, so ima go
off on them jawns. Six or seven tracks, package it up
and put it on the net. ILL-CHILL EP. Shits gone be dope.

9:08pmSo me and Larry (yeah I been with this niggah all day)just was drinkin a couple beers and was chilling wit one
of the few cool yungbuls up this school(thats kinda like
a shoutout) and we got on the topic:

what do u think
ever happen to the chicks that niggahs used to tease
in middle school? Like the ugly jawns or the chicks
with braces? Like braces don't stay on forever so its
prolly a lot of straight teeth bad chicks out there.

Just a thought. Bout to watch these nuggahs play ball
and drink me a couple more beers. Ima get back @
yawl(assuming someone is actually reading this
nonsense)

1/15/09

I left my fone in the room so I don't know what time
it is (im currently taking a stanley). I think its like ten
a.m. Anyway, I'm looking for Jim Jones, Jadakiss and
Busta Rhymes to have the best albums of the first
quarter(from January Till April). I usually don't listen to
records that leak, bust i've been keeping up with
some of this Busta shit...CRAZY! And Jim Jones is just
one of my favorite niggahs, he go hard. But JADA!
Aint to many niggahs in the game nicer than kiss.
Album sales aside, he really one of the nicest. So we'll
see.

Me and Hank made a list of our top 20 albums of 2008.
You can see his list on facebook if your his friend...or I
might post it on here. Mines is done, but I decided to
make mines into a video so look out for that prolly this
week.

Aight time to get out this damn bathroom.

3:16
Just got out the shower...posting the blog... this niggah Tajh standing over my shoulder...and he sniffs me...says Yo u smell good as shit yo....sooooo very homo lol.

-Chill Moody

BLOG (old and new shit)

2009-01-14T18:18:00.002-05:00

3:36am

You know what I hate...infomercials. Not all of them(im tryn cop that rocket chef joint) but I'm watchin this one jawn where bul is selling alll these kitchen knifes n shit. He got this one jawn he said can cut a pinnapple n mid air...SO WHAT! Anyway, they get to the price and this is what makes me mad. Its like the set of these amazing ass knifes and some other extra shit...then they throw in a "if u call now we a throw in an extra set of knifes" for the low low price of one easy paymet of $39.99. Here's my beef... They go on to say "that's a $500 value for $39.99" my response is "says who!"

Let me explain. Who else n the world sales these damn knifes...answer: NOBODY! They only sell them on "Y.A.S.B.Stv"(your ass should be sleep tv). So who the hell said they were worth $500! It aint like they got em at Walmart for half a stack but this show is the only place u can get em for 39...U CAN'T GET THEM ANYWHERE ELSE PERIORD...IDK, shit just upsets me when people try to Geese me.

Geese(v.) - The act of trying to play somebody for a sucker and or a gullable person.

I should be sleep anyway...I'm bout to watch poker after dark (lol that sounds like a no`)

No`(n.)- An adult film. Derived from the term porno.

1/12/09 1:21 pm
I'm at the train station bout to be on my way up to the ville...I heard the wing wasn't poppin like it was last year but fuck it, time to graduate anyway.

Ace just called me...asked me who 'Osyrus' was...that nigga needs fuckin google or summn. Everytime he writes raps he calls me and asks me who sumone was or what something means, so when he say the shit he sound like he kno what he talking bout...the shits funny. That nigga ace aka a_boogie is prolly the nicest rapper n the city. His flow right now is crazy. Hard to explain, but expect to hear sum new shit from him soon.

I called skiddy and told him to meet me at the train station...of course I told him like ten mins eariler then I actually am gone bethere. I hate when people do that but I always do it.

I just seen this old couple arguing...like old head kinda chumped his wife...that shit corney to me...if u that old u mines well be happy...he to old to be treating women like that. I shoulda tripped him.

10:27pm
On the train on the way home...had an ipod...but forgot the headfones, so just been writing rhymes all day....blogging is mad theraputic(or however u spell it)...I think ima start doing this shit like more often...
Only thing is with the bloggs being so fucking long iont think people will read them. Might just chop them up and post em in like parts....who knows...ima sleep on it.... Mmmmhmmh sleeeeep © Homer Simpson.

RANDOM SYDNEY DEAN SHIT

2008-11-07T15:25:00.002-05:00

MY MAN E.POLK AKA SYDNEY DEAN AKA LAMBO P. AKA FUNNIEST NIGGAH ALIVE be seeing sum random shit during the day and always takes pics on his iphone and sends it to me...funny shit doe...

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2008-11-07T15:20:00.000-05:00

E.S.Tv Episode 15

Welcome...again

2008-11-07T15:14:00.002-05:00

Um...figured i'd start a blog....its gone be the most random shit ever...whatevers on my mind...

dont care if niggahs read it or not...shits gone be dope doe

mixtape sells kinda fell off this week...ima get back on my grind doe.

its a new e.s.tv on facebook...my youtube fuckin up.
speaking of which, kanye just put out a new video i saw on youtube.
and of course soons i tried to post it they took it off....fuck youtube

HOLL@ME
CHILL MOODY

E.S.Tv Episode 12 (We Upgraded)

2008-01-17T00:59:00.000-05:00

Check out the newest episode of my show

Welcome

2008-01-17T00:44:00.000-05:00

Aight, so I been blogging for a while on myspace (blog.myspace.com/estchill)...I decided to join the blogspot joint doe...so stay posted for just all kinds of random shit...with a twist of Chill. Shouts to Tha ESTablishmynt...and um...yeah, stay tuned.

of course check MY MYSPACE and MY YOUTUBE